Venus and Adonis by Peter Paul Rubens
I saw a painting when I went to the Met in New York City and it made me a bit sad. How Venus is trying to hold onto Adonis for as long as she can and how, regardless of how hard she tried, she couldn't stop him from leaving off to war. Her heart probably shattered into a million pieces, but in my mind, I pictured Adonis coming back to to gather up the broken bits to place her back together.

 Is it possible to feel content, but not happy? Thats what I am right now. Actually, for a while.

 I haven't much else to do so I'll post something new: I don't think alot of people like me and yeah, it sorta sucks, but then again, I am pretty fucking weird when you first meet me. I'm really loud and annoying and I don't make sense half the time. Happily, I believe that to be part of my appeal and charm. If you don't like it, I'm totally fine with it, but just tell me so I don't waste my time.

 Today I had a good day except that I was really moody. I hate being moody because no one knows what a good day I'm having. I laughed today and everything about today was so beautiful. I went to Edgars house and gave him his surprise and then made him some burnt pancakes, but he ate them anyways. We tried to watch Anchorman and it was funny. We both laid in his bed laughing and he bit me really hard I screamed. He then let me bite him. We laughed and I fell off of the bed into the floor and he sat on me. I had to tap out because he was doing a wrestling move. I just had a really good day. He tickled me and I tickled him and he gave me a backrub because I was really sore. Someday I'l wake up next to him and smile, even with his morning breath and all. Then we went to Johnny rockets and ate food and it was cute. Ran into Andrew and Delain, met Ruby. 'Twas nice. 

I am really happy.
But really moody at the same time, but this post, writing it up i mean, made me realize just how lucky I am to have a boyfriend who loves me. There are boys out there who will take advantage of a girls feelings and shit and I don't have to deal with that. Nope.

"Just watch a movie and go to sleep, be happy that you had a day"
- Jah Psalm

MIA FOR MARC BY MARC JACOBS.  
oh yes.

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Such a great website. Hop to it :D

Sometimes I forget who I am.

Ladies and gentlegays,I am pleased to inform you that Heatherette will be releasing a line of cosmetics for M.A.C. in March or May. One of the two. Heatherette is widely known for their allusions to dolls, barbie and childhood girl play things in their designs and while I would LOVE to own something from their line, it is too expensive for my taste. I am so happy that M.A.C. is doing collaborations with designers who create clothing that are playful, frilly and fun. While I also happen to understand that not all things Heatherette are wearable for everyday use, the shits still pretty.

OH yes they do.

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Spring Break
Boyfriend is in Mexico
I wish him the best.

I'm better. Yesterday was good, Ms. Ramos + AP bio man please.
Ed, crepes, PD books, fafinettes. <3